She drove with her arm out the window,
Cupping the wind in the palm of her hand
Until it broke free
Bursting through her fingers
Spreading them apart
Separate;
Pieces of a hand
It was the sort of Day she
Sought to unloose
Gargle in the back of her throat
Savor and then spit free
She drank in the sun and spewed it
From between her teeth
In a spray of wet, hot ammunition
That fell upon the heat of summer
As the gray cement sent heat-waves
Sailing on a ripple of dead air
It had been no more than a moment
(As it takes no more than a moment)
To change the entire course of
Or direction in
Life
She could crumple up the emprise
And toss it aside as
An ill-fated, slipshod interchange
If in fact, her mind was disposed
To abandoning it
At all
She had grown tired of dissecting it
So much time spent in the cutting up of things
And then, in the severing of them from her
Existence
Hold on
Hold out
Give in
Who cares?
For the sake of acumen
The night crept in
She saw it roll across the sky
In one giant wave
Purple on blue
And where were you?
As the Day
Fought hard against its death
Nightime pounced upon seduction
The lilies slept in a white dance of blossoms
Outside the window
The light ran its fingers up and down her spine
She had a lot to think about.
She had a lot of killing to do
Before Dawn